in the supermarket, something happened that's never happened before.
i was wandering round after D, largely in tears, when suddenly i had a flash.
it only lasted a second. but in that second? i imagined me pregnant.
i was in Asda, with D and a huge belly. we were laughing about something.
we were happy. and everything was ok.
i have never imagined myself pregnant before. never been able to visualise it. never been able to understand.
and i still can't, not really.
but for that one second, i could.
maybe there is hope?