because i am a fckng idiot, instead of doing any of the three bajillion things i need to do tonight, i went to the supermarket (somewhat justifiable, but not the best use of my time) and then made vegan chocolate cheesecake.
which in NO UNIVERSE was a sensible use of my time.
i mean, i hope it tastes nice and all that, and hopefully everyone in work tomorrow will enjoy it..... but honestly, there were five billion (is that less or more than three bajillion?) useful things i could've done tonight, and that wasn't any of them.
in other possibly-connected news, since i realised that i need more sleep at the mo, i have not let myself get a second more than i was doing before.
i think that all i actually need is one.single.good.night's.sleep, and then i'll be able to cope with the next couple of weeks which i know will be stressful. but i think tonight was the last window of opportunity, and now it's gone.
(and of course, i didn't have to blog about it, did i.........?)