Tuesday, 23 November 2010

a few people have stopped in to make sure i'm ok so i just wanted to quickly update* to let you know that i'm ok. feeling much more sick today and yesterday which i'm hoping is a good sign. feeling quite positive in myself. feeling quite quiet though; i haven't commented on anyone's blog in a while now. i'm reading but keeping posts unread in google reader because i want to reply, but can't find any words.

very aware that this thursday marks a year since we found out the baby had died, and rather wary, because i don't feel upset, and that feels wrong.

i'll talk more about this later on tonight. in the meantime, thank you for thinking about me.


*i loves me split infinitives....

5 comments:

Kelly said...

We're all here, pulling for you. (((HUGS)))

mare said...

(o)

Illanare said...

(o)

Anonymous said...

B I know it must be very difficult,but maybe it is a sign that is time to concentrate here and now, on the little one that is inside you now and leave the other one go in peace. You wont forget about him-her never in your life because it is your baby and you are his-her mum, but now there is another one who need his her mummy to rest, to look after herself, to be in peace with life.Trust the universe. Claudia.

Catherine W said...

Thinking of you, especially this week B. xo