Sunday, 14 November 2010

no real change. a couple of times there's been more blood. still brown.
i'm going to work tomorrow.
yesterday i didn't think there was any hope. today i think there's maybe 1% of a chance?

but then, last time i didn't know things had gone wrong 4.5 weeks before i found out, so what the hell do i know.

9 comments:

Kelly said...

You're in my thoughts. Truly. I hate that you're going through this.

Tomorrow, if you can't get through the day at work, please go home. No one would blame you. (((HUGS)))

Jenn said...

Right there with you, B, blood and all. Hoping all is well with the both of us and our babes. Thinking of you and sending hugs.

sarah said...

Sending love and keeping you in my thoughts. xo

Merry said...

I think you are having a very similar experience to I did and have lost an early twin.

There is still hope.

Do you have short cycles at all - I wonder if, like me, you have lowish progesterone and an early twin helped you stay pregnant early on but half of it hasn't stayed. The high hcg certainly is just like me too.

Thinking of you all the time. I bled on and off for nearly 2 weeks and then it stopped - there was no suggestion that it was that which harmed him though.

Anonymous said...

In my thoughts, I'm with you, B. I think I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you even harder than I am for our own next scan. All the best!

Anonymous said...

B you do not know me and I do not want to be intrude, but when I was expecting my baby I did bleed for a couple of weeks during the second month and then again at the fourth month and the doctor orders were to rest in bed and do not move from there till the bledding stops. And dont do any phisical effort, not even going to the kitchen to cook! My sister in law was bleeding from the first month till the 4th almost without stoping and doctors orders were the samedo not move till stops.
I really wish you get over this and have the baby you want so much. Claudia

mare said...

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Miss Ruby said...

You know I'm keeping everything crossed for you....

xoxo

MamaBiologist said...

I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you. I don't have anything helpful to say, but I'm here hoping for you.