Monday, 17 January 2011

feeling better tonight, thanks to a very understanding colleague in work who calmed me down when i turned up in tears. she wanted to send me home, but i would have just freaked out on my own at home. i was ok at work. at least i had distractions.

i think i've felt some movement tonight, but it's hard to know for sure.

i just wish i knew how this was going to end.

4 comments:

Giver said...

Hang in there, it could be movement your feeling, just enjoy it for whatever it is. I've been pretty worried my whole pregnancy so far and broke down at 16 weeks and bought a doppler. I worried that it might do my head in, being able to check all the time, but I've found it's really helped put my mind at ease. Even though I've felt movement from 18 wks on I still use it daily as I often worry about the level of movement. Something to think about.

Suzy said...

I think that's the hardest part...not knowing. And it is a LONG time to wonder what will happen. Just breathe, take a day at a time, an hour at a time, and sometimes a minute at a time. You'll get there xxx

R. said...

Sorry I didn't comment sooner - I can understand where your worries are coming from. Please remember that this time its different. Only hoping for the best.

B said...

i'm going to tackle dopplers imminently Giver - i really don't want one :)

suzy... one minute at a time. i think i can just about manage that.

R - thank you. no worries about not commenting sooner. sometimes it takes me forever to comment. hoping for the best for you, too. xx