so, so scared. all my belief is draining away. i need my baby to be ok. i'm so sure that something is wrong.
i'm so terrified.
i got a text yesterday saying 'i'm absolutely sure that everything will be fine this time'. i think the more unrelentingly positive people are, and the less they acknowledge the reality of our fears, the less positive i can feel. the less hope i feel there is.
i need you to be ok, little one. i love you so much.