my line manager said to me today 'do you think your hormones could have anything to do with it?'.
and i had one of those light bulb moments.
i had completely forgotten that even in a normal pregnancy, women have mood swings and get upset and scared and panicky and worried.
and when you factor that into the equation - i suppose i'm really not doing all that badly, am i?
i haven't replied to email from anyone - except an odd one from my mum and someone i hadn't emailed in months - for over two weeks. i keep getting emails and meaning to reply but being completely incapable of sitting down and actually doing it. i don't know why, and it's driving me mad. i'm usually bad at email but not this bad.
comments, too. i appreciate them all, but i'm not replying - and barely commenting on other blogs too. i'm sorry. i really am.
i hope to catch up after i've been away.
i'm really sorry.
i made lemon cake tonight. i'm going to take it to work tomorrow and try not to eat the entire lot myself.
scratch that. i'm going to go to bed now and try not to eat the entire bloody thing right now. that will also be pretty difficult.